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     Im late for my period. Ive never had sex willingly. Oh God I hope it wasnt from that night. How can I live with myself or tell some one my secret. No one will believe me, it was my own boyfriend. Its my fault anyway, I shouldve wished to have sex, he told me we were going to get married. Where is he now? He said hell love me forever, I need him by my side. I think Im going to take the test. I cant be pregnant How can I explain to the child that I dont want it. I have major plans like college and meeting my Prince Charming. I dont want to have a kid, especially since its face is going to remind me of the worst night of my life. I cant be pregnant Im only 18 years old. I have college to go to next year, Im not even with Bill anymore.     "NO STOP PLEASE STOP" I cried as this "man" took me into his world, one in which I know I didnt belong.     "ATLEAST PUT A CONDOM ON WHO ARE YOU? WHY ARE YOU DOING T HIS TO ME? PLEASE STOP" I kept glaring and he was in such rage and had such determination that I would succomb to his ways and enjoy the most horrible experience of my life.     So, Im going to take a pregnancy test. I pray Im not pregnent. I cant imagine telling anyone. They know I dont believe in premarital sex. I still project myself a virgin. Ive never told anyone about that night, so if I just end up pregnant, who is going to believe me? I hope my mom stays by myside, I know she is going to be outraged. I hope Bill will coiffure it his two cents in, should I even tell him? Abortions are legitimate in my state. It seems like a reasonable thing to do. I dont want to kill my baby or throw him away in the dumpster. I would put it up for adoption, but every morning and night for the next nine months I am going to relive that horrible night. Roe v. Wade was found on this case. In 1973, The state of Texas had outlawed abortions. The Supreme Court declared the law unconstitutional, but refused to order an injuction againts the state. On January 22, 1973, The Supreme Court voted the right to solitude including abortions.